16th October 2025. UHMM-

the day I TASTED, a whole lot of you.

WELL, THIS! This was a pretty special, and a pretty unique fucking day. I know you'd agree. I felt things I have never felt before. Did something I have never done before. And every part of it, every single second, was fucking amazing. Worth it. I tasted you. Not just from the outside-

Ahem. As both the dates that came before, I obviously remember this in utter details as well. It was Prateek's birthday, a day before, we discussed the things that we would do and all. You weren't ready for all of it, and whatever we did, it was unexcepted. So, if we're talking about ready, well, so wasn't I. I start to feel shi I don't usually feel whenever I think about. I'll try to explain it as much as I can for it's sake. I wore my light blue shirt I saw in the "My Fault" movie, and wore white pants. My same regular ugly shoes, and a new pair of socks. I was getting ready for eating at birthday's party, and uhm, EATING YOU (quite literally). I knew I was gonna take it a little further today, but I wasn't aware, that it's gonna be that far😭. Prateek and Sameer came to pick me up, they asked what the fuck did I get so ready, and one of them said, "aise chalega toh hum leke nhi jayenge"🥀 like tf. Fir I told them ki I have to meet you too, & they suddenly went ohhh yeah yeah, okay. LMAO. Anyway, we waited outside my house until Dhairya and Ayaan came, then I remember Prateek riding Ayaan's bullet, and we went to Zaika. I knew I had to eat less if I don't wanna bloat myself to death and look like a fucking blobfish (i didn't eat less). There was CHICKEN! And there was CHILLI CHICKEN, so I couldn't stop myself. Well, I still ate less than all of them (Pranav, Prateek, Sameer, Dhairya and Ayaan), but they ate a fuck lot, so I did eat a lot (sorry for boring you with all this). After that, we went straight for you -- reached the stadium in speed from a different rasta -- reached you right on time. Now here comes the fun part..

I was way more nervous when I was walking you with you this time, than I was the last time. I remember us going to the Water Cooler to get hydrated. I didn't what was in my mind, but I knew, this time's gonna be a little different, a little more than last time, maybe a lot more, I had no fucking idea. I remember us trying to go to that place, the unbuilt swimming pool (we'll call it SP from now on). But whenever we almost went, someone showed up randomly like tf😭. But, aiye, we made it. We climbed up the stairs, and went there to that box of rock. 

And all of what was special, and unique about this day, started here. Whenever I rubbed you, from outside the jeans, I absolutely fucking loved your reactions. SO FUCKING MUCH, when I'm writing this right now, all I wanna do is...make you breathe like that again. Last time (from this day), we agreed that I'll open your zip, and have my hands get warm inside. OKAY, FUCK, I'M NOT HERE TO JOURNAL ABOUT THE WHOLE DAY, I'M HERE TO TELL YOU HOW I FELT ABOUT ALL OF IT. See, seeing you breathe like that while doing it from the outside is another feeling. Touching it. Rubbing it. RAW. While seeing your reaction, is another FEELING, and very fucking different. I didn't know what the fuck to feel. How to feel. Seeing pleasure come out of your mouth, one breathe at a time made me harder than I have ever gotten. I can't put that feeling in here, love. I FUCKING CAN'T. IT CAN'T BE WRITTEN ON A FUCKING PAPER, OR ON TEXT, OR ON A FUCKING WEBSITE. It was something I have never ever felt in my life. ONLY WAY IT CAN BE DESCRIBED AGAIN, IS BY DOING IT AGAIN. BEING IN THE MIDDLE OF IT. Seeing your moans slip in between those sessions, having my fingers inside you from my favourite part of your body, like fuck. How do you expect me to write it down. Having you sit on my lap, while you look in the sky, breathing in & out again and again. Your mouth open, my fingers rubbing everything that comes in between them~ while I'm kissing you on your neck. AND THEN OH GOD, I WENT DOWN (totally wasn't aware what was about to happen), AND I FUCKING TASTED IT...THE FRAGRANCE, THE TASTE, THE FEEL OF DOING IT. Oh, I wanna eat you 24 hours a day, 7 fucking days a week. I wanna fucking devour it, stick my tongue in so deep, you feel it to core. Have you come on it, so everything that comes out of you during your peak pleasure moment, goes inside me. As I taste it, and crave for more. I. LOVE. YOU. MORE. THAN. ANYTHING. FOR. MAKING. ME. FEEL. THOSE. THINGS. You have my biggest weakness right between your legs. And I'll keep coming for it (in both ways :) ). Mwahhhhh <3.